So its another day.
How long more until I can have her in my arms. Spend Saturday in her arms, watching a movie and doing nonsense.
Its really the small small things that we had in common that made the relationship special. Now I realise that a relationship is never about one person but its about the understanding between 2 people. Guess that is what I lacked it. But isnt it too late now?
Well just hoping for the best.
Havent spoken to her the entire day. I want to know how she feels. What is she doing. I want to be part of her joy and sadness. Doubling the joy and reducing the sadness.
Hope for a better September
Friday, August 30, 2013
The meeting.
Although we are friends now, she knows my desires to get her back. Kinda weird right being friends with your ex. But I dont care, i love her ALOT!!
So ya, meeting her at 6 to accompany her to meet her friend's. She doesn't really want me to come but I wanted to so and she agreed. Lets hope things don't get awkward.
Missing her love alot. All the hugs, kisses and small gestures I use to get from her. The wake up texts, the goodnight messages.
So ya, meeting her at 6 to accompany her to meet her friend's. She doesn't really want me to come but I wanted to so and she agreed. Lets hope things don't get awkward.
Missing her love alot. All the hugs, kisses and small gestures I use to get from her. The wake up texts, the goodnight messages.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
About me
Hey guys
I am just an average guy from Singapore. I have a fat, tall guy who hasn't accomplished anything in life. I am 21 this year I am open this blog to start a story. A story about someone special in my life who left.
Lets rewind back to 2011, I was a first year student in a local polytechnic in Singapore and I met a girl on Social media. She was pretty and had really beautiful hazelnut colour eyes, and so I started talking to her and before long we were dating on the 4th of December in 2011.
We met after sometime to catch a movie and have dinner and slowly we fell for each other. This love soon turn into a really long relationship and during this period I had the best time of my life. I finally found someone that I loved and enjoyed being with. But however, I had many flaws and one of this flaw ended my relationship.
On the 27th of September 2013, she left. She came to visit me and we started to have an argument and this argument went out of control and I slapped her. She started getting scared of me and said she wanted to leave me and so broke up with me.
After losing her only did I realize what I have lost and I am now out to fulfill all my promises that I have made to her and try get her back.
So Now I am out to fulfill a few promises that I made to her:
1) No more smoking and drinking
2) No more betting.
3) I will undergo anger management
4) I will lose weight
5) I will have a better dress sense.
6) I will work hard in school
7) I will save money.
So I will write about my experience in trying to get her back on this blog. Lets hope I succeed *Fingers crossed*
Romeo gave up his life for Juliet, I am just giving up some of life's pleasure for the girl I truly love.
I am just an average guy from Singapore. I have a fat, tall guy who hasn't accomplished anything in life. I am 21 this year I am open this blog to start a story. A story about someone special in my life who left.
Lets rewind back to 2011, I was a first year student in a local polytechnic in Singapore and I met a girl on Social media. She was pretty and had really beautiful hazelnut colour eyes, and so I started talking to her and before long we were dating on the 4th of December in 2011.
We met after sometime to catch a movie and have dinner and slowly we fell for each other. This love soon turn into a really long relationship and during this period I had the best time of my life. I finally found someone that I loved and enjoyed being with. But however, I had many flaws and one of this flaw ended my relationship.
On the 27th of September 2013, she left. She came to visit me and we started to have an argument and this argument went out of control and I slapped her. She started getting scared of me and said she wanted to leave me and so broke up with me.
After losing her only did I realize what I have lost and I am now out to fulfill all my promises that I have made to her and try get her back.
So Now I am out to fulfill a few promises that I made to her:
1) No more smoking and drinking
2) No more betting.
3) I will undergo anger management
4) I will lose weight
5) I will have a better dress sense.
6) I will work hard in school
7) I will save money.
So I will write about my experience in trying to get her back on this blog. Lets hope I succeed *Fingers crossed*
Romeo gave up his life for Juliet, I am just giving up some of life's pleasure for the girl I truly love.
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